I am not what others,
Think me to be,
But I am what I think,
Myself to be.

I am not what others,
Hear from me when I speak,
I am what I speak to myself,
In front of the mirror

I am not of the smile,
Visible on the face,
I am of the tears,
That never show a trace

I am not of the weakness,
That others see,
I am strength,
Known alone to me

I am not what,
Life destined me to be,
But I am what,
I desire life to be

I am not what,
Mere words describe,
But I am what,
Silence speaks aloud

YET I,ME,MYSELF......
IS STILL A MYSTERY TO ME

A boy was constantly scratching his head. His father looked at him one day and said, “Son, why are you always scratching your head?”
“Well”, the boy responded, “I guess because I am the only one who knows it itches.”

This is inner sense! Only you know. Nobody else can know. It cannot be observed from the outside. When you have a headache, only you know – you cannot prove it.. When you are happy, only you know – you cannot prove it. You cannot put it on the table to be inspected by everybody, dissected, analyzed.
Inner sense has it own validity. But because of the scientific training, people have lost trust in their inner sense. They depend on others. You depend s much that if somebody says, “You are looking very happy,” you start feeling happy. If twenty people decide to make you unhappy, they can make you unhappy. They just have to repeat it the whole – day – whenever you come across them, they have to say to you, “you are looking very unhappy, very sad. What is the matter? Somebody died or something?” And you will start suspecting; so many people are saying that you are unhappy, you must be.
You depend on people’s opinions. You have depended on people’s opinions so much that you have lost all tract of inner sense. This inner sense has to be rediscovered, because all that is beautiful and all that is good and all that is divine can be felt only by the inner sense.

I just try here to represent the state of minds of three persons, based on the real life experience.

Anand…..
She came here in search of a job, from Chennai. She attaches herself with “Spandan” a social activity group for unemployed youths. Raj, founder as well as coordinator of the group. He introduces her as Maalthi, a new activist in his group….

I know that such activists are living in fool’s paradise.what Raj is doing is only he emotionally attach all these fellows with the common reason….you have all…you deserve….but you don’t get opportunity as you are unable to fulfill the demand of the system. For govt. jobs you don’t have the sum to offer for your selection, and for pvt.sector you do not have the permanent positions, as you are hired as well as fired
Whenever they want.

But Malthi gives new dimension to this group. She prepared the database of all fellows according to there qualification, capabilities & interests. She suggests Raj to distribute
The database to the HR firms.she herself goes through Appointment pages of all dailies
And met the concerning firm with the suitable fellows database….

Raj…..
Maalthi definitely gives way to our activity. She never tells anything about her else than
From where she came. I never heard about her family background. She only knows to work; keep her busy with ton of load. It’s nice that someone taking pain, but have some
Personal likes & dislike. She never argues. She suggests, but not forces anything. And this is the reason I don’t believe her, but I don’t show her.

Anand never a part of our group, he always made fun of me. But I know, he never realizes that what the hell we are leaving. He is well settled with a good job worth his talent, he got the opportunity, and we don’t. And where we go even our parents are fading up with us. Not because we are idle but they saw many Anand around us.

Why I think negative …why I saw dark side of everything….but I don’t care…what I know is my way is different. I want to struggle, with all my fellows.i will definitely
Help them to achieve what they deserve...

Maalthi...
What she want to say…. I left it for you……I just want to know what you think.
I definitely reveal……after your responses.